I did it, some people probably noticed, some people at times even joined in. I didn't care because I was an animal at work plowing through tons of stuff and doing it well. I would just put my head down and work through loads of stuff buzzed. I never once got called out for it and I consider myself lucky because I'm sure some people knew. I like to think it was overlooked because of how effective I was but the reality it is most bosses are ignorant LOL. They were too busy wallowing in their own misery to notice me. They would just notice the good quality huge load of work I was doing. Compliment it and move on.
Just super lucky I never got burned and glad I don't have to deal with it anymore.
Reno, you'll never have to feel this way again if you really truly give sobriety a shot. You'll be surprised how well you can do if you just put in the effort those first couple of weeks,
we've got your back, come often to vent. We're listening