I hate this weekend but I am doing it sober and the only person who ****** it all up is myself so I just have to grin and bear through the ****.
It is fathers day tomorrow, not only will my kids most likely not see my ex husband but I hurt my boyfriend and can't imagine he will be spending time with us either. My actions have hurt my kids and I really am a **** mother. Oh well. Onwards and upwards.
I really feel I need to get an internet sr sponser too to help with my journey.