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Old 08-29-2013, 09:29 AM
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Originally Posted by paul99 View Post

I was worried sick that I didn't have a commitment (sacrilege!) and because of that I would drink again.
I've been worried lately too.

Putting so weight on the suggestions of others and not enough trust in my HP. Listening to too many dire warnings about how I didn't do my steps right, or go to enough meetings or listen to the right speaker tape that my sobriety is sinking into the sands of complacency.

Sometimes I feel like people make "Back to Basics" too complicated.

I wonder if I am overly susceptible to "suggestions" from others because I actually do have a condition that makes me hear voices. I know I can't always distinguish between my thoughts, real people's suggestions and the voices in my head.
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