cm and x0x0x, I totally can relate to what you have said. You aren't happy with them and the thought of saying good bye to your best friend can bring you to your knees crying, hoping and wishing it was different.
I too have said terrible and hateful things that I'm embarrased to admit. Tonight I was so angry at him for not caring how he tears me up inside, threw his ceramic, keepsake from his departed Grandfather; I broke it, although he isn't here, I know he would be so hurt to see that I had broken it. I guess I did that because I knew it would hurt him and I want him to hurt the way that I do.
How odd someone had mentioning their AH, seems similiar to that of a serial killer, as I had just said something to that effect last week. I told my AB he lies so much and decieves me so much that he reminds me of Scott Peterson.