Originally Posted by
benice 
Moderation seems to work for me. However, I moderately drink every evening! And I think about it a lot. And it is very consuming.
You might want to change that first line to "Moderation
doesn't seem to be working for me." Just a thought
Originally Posted by
benice Another funny thing is all of the recent posts about moderation. It’s like people were asking my question over and over with different words. We will see where this goes, but my comment on moderation is that it is exhausting. Normies don’t think about it as much as I do.
I would file this under the "God is trying to send me a message" category. . . Moderation didn't work for me. I left behind many peaceful years of sobriety and became a lying drunk. Starting over.
Sounds like you are asking the right questions, so you are on your way! Good luck.