i wasnt saying that i wouldnt see my partner at all, but yes, that is how it would be i suppose.
just until i could control myself more.
if you havent read my previous posts then i dont think you understand.
i was in a bad relationship and someone suggested that maybe i drink because there is a male around(which makes complete sense since i dont feel the urge to drink unless i know he will be home(although i trust him-i guess its the past being ridiculous in my head))
my point was that if i wasnt around when he was for a while then maybe i could get a handle on things and then be ordinary again?!
(as if that could ever happen!)