Originally Posted by
LadyBlue0527 
Waiting for friends to get to a wing place we used to frequent when I drank. Felt fine earlier but something happened before I left work that's a huge trigger and feeling a little shaky. Not physically bit mentally. Sitting outside waiting for them. The old me would go inside and get a beer. Thankful that I signed up for the 24 hour club. Reaffirming my goals by posting while waiting. I can do this and I will get through this. Without alcohol. Complete bad timing for a situation to occur. Glad you're all here with me on spirit.
Your posts are often the most insightful and inspiring on this site. I'm sure you are going to get through it, though it may not be all that much fun. Stay strong. See the desire for what it is - just a beast tricking you into thinking drinking is something you can and want to do.
Suft the urge and it will pass, like it always does. And you'll be stronger because of it.