I too suffer from clinical depression and am on 3 different antidepressants. I know exactly where you are coming from. When I get like that I try to journal it. Most if the time it was when I didn't get my way and I was pouting about it. Just rest assured that this shall soon pass. If you're still struggling it might be in your best interest to make an appointment to review your meds. Without them I would be a goner. Best wishes