Thank you everyone! I feel like I am in heaven right now.
i was so worried that the longing for stbxah would overtrump baby, but now that he is here it has really given me a new perspective. My 11 month old is so jealous and I feel terrible for him...He is not liking having to share mommy. My 5 year old is just as in love as I am and has been so funny to watch. Maybe its all the recent practice with my middle son, but he is a little mr mom, wanting to hold him and change his diaper...