Thanks Wisco and everyone for the support and encouragement.
I can't adequately describe in words how comforted I feel with everyone reaching out with help. Asking for help in total desperation is one of the most difficult things for this addict to do. I'm so very used to being the one with all the answers and advice. And now, I'm the one that needs TLC.
This is a strange place for me to be for sure. Vulnerable. So vulnerable.