Thank you Kathy. I'm not sure why I hesitate. But I'm not one to jump into anything unless I'm 100% sure I'm ready for the outcome. I KNOW I can deal with myself and the kids, I'm just not sure I can deal with how much it will "Crush" him as he puts it. I'm very sensative to anothers feelings, his or anyones.
But, a few more "smacks in the face" and I'll probably know my answer. How many times can a person let another disappoint them before they have enough? I'm getting there.
This is pretty big decision. I never thought I would end my marriage....EVER. I always thought I could make it work, no matter what. I just can't do that anymore. It hurts too bad and he is very unhealthy for me. (mind games.)