TiredEnough
Yes, I can relate to what you are saying about the mornings - feeling pain and a bit lost.
I think Cleanin was right about mourning the loss of our DOC to get us through our days.... I couldnt wait to wake up in the morning and take it. The first pill of the day was always the best. But those days are OVER.
You sound like you are doing amazing. The strength of your words is inspiring to me.
Olive