Maybe take control and end it yourself. Why wait for him to make all the decisions.
Quitting drinking has led me to really look at myself and realize I've a lot of work to do on self esteem, value,worth, confidence, learning how to be positive., If I don't love myself no one else is going to love me.If I treat myself badly and have no self worth or self respect Ican't blame others for treating me badly too.
I've learnt I cancontrol my life and learn to like and love myself again
Maybe use this opportunity to learn to love yourself again,as part ofyour journey into sobriety.The right relationship willcome in time when you're ready. better to be single than in a toxic,damaging relationship