One more thing,
I think the problems around this time are a mind trick. The meds cant nail you with physical symptoms so it lays the mental on extra thick. It tries to bargin with you by saying, "you did a great job quitting but I guess youre permantly damaged. Might as well pop a pill since there's no hope of feeling normal".
It sounds goofy but I think thats exactly what it is. The thing is, it WILL get better.