Please believe that it is never hopeless. There really is hope. Sometimes it just takes time. You can get through this. I am being serious that in a relatively short amount of time things can be so much better. This ordeal can be nothing more than a memory that yields valuable life lessons. There may indeed be short term consequences but you will get through them. Your long term future can be better and hopeful. Please remember that and start working towards it and making the decisions that you know will keep you pointed in that direction.
Don't give up. There is indeed hope.