Hey Lily congratulations on Day 8....if you pick up there is absolutely no guarantee you will make that job interview.
An hour or two out of your time at a meeting can't be that painful. Can it?
I think drinking would only sabotage what you want.
Why not don't drink....go to a meeting....and then make a decision.
Actually you will be in the same position again....you could go to a second meeting or you could take that drink.
I would like to see you healthy for your interview....so for now make a commitment to recovery.
Pulling for you....you are not alone.