Thanks everyone. I feel like I should clarify: this is day 9 without heroin. I smoked weed the first 3 days...
I prefer percs and oxys but H is so much cheaper.
My SO, D, was suposedly sober but he picked up yesterday :,( oh well, there isn't anything I can do about that.
I am choosing to stay sober because my children deserve a sober mommy, whether or not D is clean.
I can't say I blame him, but I did ask him to leave. I found it in his pocket and flushed it. It was sooooo hard! I wanted to keep it for myself. A quarter gram.... down the drain. But I did it! Yay!
When he saw it was missing he couldnt say anything without admitting he had it in the first place, and I have to admit, I rather enjoyed watching him squirm.
We are both in treatment and have drug tests on Monday.... wonder how he's gunna pull that one off. But I know that mine will come up opiate free!
and my marijuana levels will have gone down.
To everyone who has a non - addict partner: treasure them.
D and I man... IDK... sobriety is all about changing people places and things right?