I realized that I have been listening to a lot of Amy Winehouse lately, is that twisted? I'm also hooked on green tea lattes and buying a new color of nail polish every time I go to the grocery store...is that weird? My AH is leaving the state as soon as he's out of rehab two hours away. So I have to get a lawyer to serve him, already moved his belongings to a empty space so that I hopefully won't even have to see him at all ever again. What does cross my mind a lot is that he's going back to where he grew up and where his using started, and where he's relapsed. I told a co worker this morning what was going on and she said "that sounds like a bad place for him to go, he's going to die" and I thought, yeah, that's what he wants because he wants to use and not have to answer to anyone. Thankfully I'm too drained and exhausted to worry about what he does to himself from here on out, I just want out of it and have a meeting with an attorney on the 28th, after he skips town.