Hi Layla
I'm sorry for your situation. That does suck.
I think you need to think about your boundaries - how much can you your kid and your parents take?
do you want your child growing up around this?
those are the kinds of questions every loved one of an alcoholic needs to ask.
Have you spoken to your husband yet, at all, about this?
Have you thought of something like AlAnon - you would find a lot of support there?
there's a lot of support, experience and hope here too
I hope you'll also check out our
Family and Friends forums too
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