ClimbHigh, I was in a similiar situation to yours. I had a Mercedes Benz, condo filled with expensive furniture, yadha, yadha, yadha. Now I life in a rundown RV, on the outskirts of the hood and the hood is growing. Please, do not underestimate how powerful addiction to chemical substances is. All you have can vanish in the blink of an eye, I know. You have found a good place for support right here on SR, I know that too. Thanks to this place on September 11th, I'll be 2 years of cocaine. Rootin for ya.