So just a quick update:
Day 58 without any Methadone. And day 38 without any Nicotine. Definitely stronger, that's for sure.
Definitely learning a lot each day to. More than I thought I would be. 58 days has done a lot more than I ever thought it would. Hard to believe where I used to be when I look back to. It really does just blow my mind. Once you find God though he really helps you through it all.
My advice would be to stay away from ALL substances if you wanna succeed to. It's all stepping stones, no matter the drug. (Alcohol, etc.)
Than again, for a lot I'm sure this may go in one ear and out the other. As most people have to learn on there own. But just thought I'd share my two cents.
It's definitely possible if you want it badly enough for you and no one else.
I remember when I was on Methadone I was convinced I was gonna be a lifer. Like seriously seriously convinced. Never thought it was possible to get off because of all the internet's BS I was always reading through, but it really is. It's great to have my soul back.
Good luck to any strugglers out there.