Yep, this is me too!...I'm planning to change certain things in my life, I.e. routines and certain people...but its so hard to think of doing anything long term without that bottle, its been a sickening crutch for too long...so I just think of right now...and right now I won't drink...welcome to SR, you can do it!
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I relate everything to alcohol.
Its a nice sunny day outside.....lets grab a beer (16 beers later)
Its time for a bbq...... cant bbq without a beer. (12 beers later)
Friends are comming over.....lets crack that wine. (turns into 2 bottles)
We are having steak for dinner.......must have wine. (turns into 3 bottles)
I am on vacation.....I can have a beer. (end up finishing a 5th of vodka sipping all day)
Baseball is on TV......I feel like a beer. (you know how this goes.)
Almost everything in life triggers that alchohol craving for me.
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