Hi, Cleo)
I think it has all the relevance because it's about emotions, and emotions hold a lot of responsibility for what we do on daily life.
I can relate to you feelings, but, maybe, try to close your eyes, remember those moments and feel that warmness, and compassion, and understanding, and plunge for a couple of minutes in the spiritual moments which brought you peace and good feelings. Hugs to you.
Jeni - in case if the beast still persist - DON'T LISTEN. All that it says - crap, rubbish, s**. You deserve so much better than to be bullied by some stupid AV. Big hugs to you)
Bloss - I love what you wrote about meditation. That's my problem to - I am trying too hard to relax instead of just letting go and letting myself slip into relaxation. "Wanting and waiting for and event to occur" - exactly. I am meditating every day again now, it needs constant practice, I think. Have a great day)
As for me - there's apparently some bad blood between my butt and chair when it comes to getting to work. I've been fighting it all day, and it took me hell lot efforts to win. But I did)
See you all, my pals)