Which day is the most difficult?
For me that was always the next day after drinking myself into oblivion. I hated myself the day after pretty much every time I drank to the point of no return.
Any bad day I had or have now not drinking is nothing compared to those days.
That's how I got through the first couple of months. I know that what I choose to do today is going to create my tomorrow. I just couldn't take anymore of those day afters anymore.
You can do it! Don't give up. You are worth it!