I Am Third Update
I haven't been on in awhile. I have to admit I fell into a depression of sorts. My cancer remains. It is still contained to head and neck area and has not spread outside of that area, but in danger of spreading to my brain so they are giving me most agressive chemo.
Things have been rough emotionally, physically, financially. I have been physically alone in this fight with occasional help from friends, co-workers or people from church. My church ministry is a blessing and has been bringing my children meals on a regular basis while I am in treatment.
My separated AH has been helping logistically and financially but he is still not in recovery, so I still get the verbal attack every once in awhile.
I am just trying to take things day by day and focus on what is on my plate each day. If I do anymore than that, I drive myself nutty....