Originally Posted by
doggonecarl 
I'm glad you are back on the sober path. But it sounds like you are rationalizing your next relapse. Careful. Not everyone gets up from a fall.
I thought exactly the same thing and I knew when I saw Carl had replied first he'd probably have caught it too.
Congrats on what you're doing and I know you might feel like we misunderstood what you were trying to say - but trust me, it's language like this that gets you in trouble. You HAVE to get drinking out of your future. There are no "someday" or "maybe" references in regards to drinking. It is OUT and there's nothing you can do about it. Picture your drinking life as a grain of sand, thrown off the highest mountain. It can never be found, do not even bother looking for it. Move on, like any sane person would.
Good luck.