Day seven Im in heaven (kind of)
The mind is working over time. Want to feel the intoxication again! It is sooo hard not to give in. But mind over matter!!! Hope I can stay strong. Feel so good at times that I am sober other times I just don't know if I want this bad enough. Even after all the stuff I have put my body and mind through!! I guess ill just stay sober for today and deal with tomorrow when and if it gets here...this is how my day went.
