yes, I am right there with you except for that last line, yes it is possible, the proof is here on this site. you can do this, and so can I. I will not go through this again, alcohol does not give me anything that is worth giving up days out of my life while I try to 'get it back together'
no more.
you are getting better, believe it, you are here posting and that is a start.
your friend in recovery, trish