Originally Posted by Mizzuno

At 2:30 today I will be getting the nerves burned in my back. I am nervous and feel like I can not breath. I have many fears and one of them is over the amount of pain I will be in while the procedure is taking place. The doctor is putting me on some kind of sedative, and the last time this happened I went into a black out mode. I am not allowed to eat any more food today, and I have had very little. I have amnesia from the last procedure, and also no memory of the days afterward. Im scared. Okay that is it.

5 months sober today.