Just got home after a LONG day and going to give into fast food craving then maybe watch some shark week, do my grading and homework, then try to sleep. Day 6 and I have had no alcohol or cigarettes. I felt bad comparing myself to others in my program and I need to stop doing that. I hope I have more energy tomorrow. Thank you all for the kind words, I will stay strong. Maybe after some sober time I will be able to find out what makes me happy.