I have no advice to offer; I can just say I am there w\ you; 58 days and still on an emotional roller coaster. I feel or think it is b\c we are dealing w\ things we "covered" up for so long w\ alcohol .. Least for me I KNOW that is what my problem is .. Only thing I can really say is your not alone and if you truly have a desire to quit; DON'T pick up that first drink .. Good Luck .