Hey you!
Major congrats on day 6! That is huge -the first days are the hardest ones!
Don't quit quite yet. You are probably still "in the fog" a bit. It all gets clearer and even if life isn't perfect in sobriety, it sure is a gazillion times better! Don't stop trying 5 minutes before the miracle happens!
Originally Posted by
Acheleus 
Well I really dread my teacher training and I feel so over what I am doing. I miss my home and I do not have anyone here I can talk to except my counselor and the training takes up all the working hours this week. My depression is serious and I really need to talk to my counselor but these stupid people make us do this training all day long. So, I am either going to smoke or drink. Today is day 6 and I do not want to drink, but I might have to smoke until I get some sober time. This school sucks and I just feel so dumb for drinking and making bad decisions.