Day 15
So I made it through to day 15 with no alcohol or cigarettes and feel great physically! Last night was a pretty normal night until something triggered a thought from my past and I started thinking about how bad off I really was and all of the people that Ive hurt not to mention the countless bridges that ive burned. I am sure all of these things are coming back now because I never actually worked through them when they were an issue. I was always quick to have a drink or 30 on a bad day and always felt the need to celebrate after a good one. (same end result) I do have to say this though, these feelings of regret and sorrow DONT make me want to drink! If anything they make me want to never drink again. Its crazy to think that I actually lost complete touch with who I was over the years...