Originally Posted by
Hevyn 
I agree Bluebird. I usually went back to drinking when I was feeling invincible. It kept me trying (& failing) to manage my drinking for many years. Glad you are wiser than I was.
Invincible is not a feeling I ever want to have! If alcohol did anything good in my life, it made me much more humble. As a young person I truly believed that I could do anything. It took the fact that eventually I wasn't as powerful as alcohol. Now I know that there are a ton of things that are more powerful than I am and all I can really do is believe that a divine power keeps me under their wing,