Hi, Ricky.
I can totally understand you - I am in financial mess myself and this causes quite an anxiety. But whatever your AV tries to cheat you into, drinking/using will just get it worse.
While we are sober we can deal with it.
Stay with us, hang in here.
And I knew there's something in the air today. I've had a terrible day also.
Originally Posted by
Coldfusion 
the Earth is experiencing a magnetic storm from the Sun right now. This always causes stress.
But tomorrow will certainly be better if we don't give up, ok? I'm sure it will.
Take care, stay strong.