Originally Posted by
Hevyn 
Welcome to SR zad - you found a great place for support and encouragement.
You don't have to continue on that way - I'm very glad you found us. I drank non-stop in the end, literally - even at work. It was hell. When I came to SR I felt instantly relieved to be able to tell my story, knowing others would understand. I hope you'll find the help you're looking for by being here.
Thanks Hevyn. I've got the shakes so bad today sitting at my desk I swear people must notice. I literally can't concentrate on anything. I've drank so much for so long I'm really looking forward to a new kind of life. Stopping for a day or two won't be impossible for me. I've done it before. I just need to find a way to not go back...