Going on the forums and not smoking pot for me is like... Being on a diet but then not working out. I could go on a great diet and sit around, but until I start working out (going to meetings in person and working steps) I'm not getting the full spiritual health out of it
I got 6 days back though just by reading these forums. I decided to smoke pot after 2 months in program and getting to step 4. Every night since last Tues, 8PM has rolled around and I've just been like... Meh, I really don't feel like smoking.