Hi LuLu how did it go? I am so here behind you. So wish I was in front of you...but I have since only realized I have a major freakin issue. I am a freakin drunk and as bad as I want to stop it is hard. But, I am giving it my best. I do believe that my purpose in life is to help others as freakin morbid as it seems. I am white knuckling it so bad right now. I would normally be totally trashed by now on my DOC.