Originally Posted by
funkynassau 
it'll be that momentary shock of seeing his face when I am thinking about something else...
Hi Funky...I love this quote because I am DREADING that moment. My Ex-AB and I have been on a hiatus for about a year while he has been in first year of AA. And then we had the beginnings of a reconciliation a few weeks back. We were planning counseling, made love after a year and were hopeful. Then he disappeared for several days and when he resurfaced he emailed me that he was all confused and mixed up and he needs to not be with me anymore. Boom...just like that. I have not had contact for 15 days and I have zero idea what happened and probably never will. He has never done anything like that, but I guess I am not that surprised, especially after reading the dozens of stories on this site.
I feel like I am on one of those bad, "Made for TV Dramas"
But, the idea of running into him...will just shock me and I seriously dread it. To go from making love to complete OVER in 48 hours is just so bizarre. I wish wish wish he would leave the area