Im his rock, he cant live without me and all the rest of it
Those are the words he uses to keep you hooked. Makes you feel empowered and needed by him.
Tuesday he bought beer, and when i (nicely) challenged him about it he went crazy shouting (before he'd drank anything) and insisting it was his problem that only affected him, and after a while sent me packing.
That's what happens and will continue to happen when you try and get between an alcholic and his booze.
What girl in their right mind would settle for that?
An un-healty minded girl, a codependent and someone who needs to focus on their own issues of low self esteem.