Thank you all so much for both your empathy ..and your wisdom. Thank you for telling me it's quite alright to have a crap day. And yes, I pulled the boat right out and didn't do the dishes..or pick up the clothes scattered around my room : ) I left the house. That was probably a good idea. I washed my truck. I did some errands. I lived I guess..lol.
Thank you to those who let me know that I have helped at times as that means so very, very much to me. You have no idea! And thank you Silentrun for reminding me that even in misery..we grow and glean insight...perhaps especially so.
Thank you Anna for stating the obvious..lol..I have no idea how to do this but that's what this is all about : )
This is an amazing community that I feel very blessed to have as part of my recovery. It is the port in my storm. And for now, I'm really, really happy to be in port.