I broke. I am so shocked... until the moment it happened I didn't think I would ever drink again. But I had these weddings to go to, and I caved. It was so other-worldly. At first I didn't even think it mattered... but now it's 2 days later and while I haven't been drinking the whole time, not by a far stretch, I've had drinks throughout this time.
Please remind me about who I really am. I feel so disassociated from everything. I can't believe how easy this was.