Hello, and welcome.
I've had so many day ones I couldn't possibly count them.
Swore the stuff off with solemn oaths and never agains, too.
What works for me is thinking about that first drink and where it'll lead me.
Sobriety can be acheived, many of us here are doing it.
Just remember, you never have to drink again.
I hope you find the support you're looking for here and best to you.