Thank you for this post legna. I hope someday my son can honestly face recovery. I think that is the difference. Many WANT what you have but are incapable of committing to what it takes to get there, as they say....some are fundamentally incapable of true honesty. Thanks for being such a great role model to the countless individuals (21 years in...I'm guessing there have been thousands!!!) who have been witness to your testimonies. You are a beacon to those who truly want it.