Ok... am calmed somewhat
For anybody that is worried that I'm going to kill myself right now - absolutely not. Please don't worry.
I wish I could! I would love to end these 37 years of pain. I have my responsibilities though and need to carry on, but I know there is no happiness for me in life, I carry on for others. I just wish the pain would end and the memories gone.
Has anybody had hypnotherapy? I'm wondering whether to try that as a last resort.