Originally Posted by
ScottFromWI 
You know you can do this Less. A mere few weeks ago you had almost 2 weeks of sobriety and were abstaining amidst heavy drinking and had your AV well in check. What has changed since then? Do you need a different plan perhaps?
Nothing had changed. I just gave in again to the AV. I could name the bulls$t reasons but the fact is that those reasons are caused by my hangovers.
I'm committing to re-reading Rational Recovery in its entirety tomorrow. I know I should do meetings. Is that what you think I might be missing?