Sometimes I feel like I threw him out to punish him. And he will have this epiphany and beg and plead for his family back. I want so badly to be done forever. Anyway I'm hoping to experience some insight at my first al anon meeting on Friday.
I keep telling myself small steps you get handed a sh$t sandwich it may take awhile to finish it. I don't have to decide the rest of my life today.
He's unhealthy. I'm codependent. I need to focus on healing myself, just give me strength!