My husband tells me he loves me. But in my short few days of realizing I was married to an addict I have learned certain truths
*addicts lie
*addicts manipulate
* he's a selfish f&@$
I should have trusted my gut it told me something is quite wrong. But it was easier for me to believe I'm tired I work too much, there's always a child around,etc.
I'm so mad st myself for being so blind to his addiction and mad at him for destroying us.
I'm mourning I'm grieving. The future I thought I had