Why didn't he tell me
Looking back the signs were there. I felt I was in a loveless marriage. There was no joy no passion. There was no sex. I'm 33 I need love and affection. I cried I begged him what's wrong?
So I started to blame myself I got really low self esteem. I felt ugly old overweight boring. I cried myself to sleep. When ALL along it was HIM. He was destroying the marriage. He let me believe I was broken discarded and unworthy of love or affection.
I'm angry I'm so angry I'm so hurt I feel so used. Why didn't he tell me I'm addicted to drugs it's not you
I feel like there's bitterness cold as ice running through my veins. I have a career and children.
I need to smile again? When how