Thank you so much.....the people here in SR community are wonderful ... Your words advice does make a difference.. Dee74 I am going to take your advice and just get strong and not deal with so much at the same time.. I also might go to an AA meeting this week to get some interaction in person... Maybe I need a sponsor or just a new friend to talk to. All my friends drink and I don't think they can relate to all a recovering alcoholic goes thru. For now I will keep posting here and venting... One day at the time..